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by Canine Denim

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BPad So fucking happy I found this gem of an album, this song made me sink through the mattress when I first heard it. Favorite track: Creelin'.
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1.
Our heads got in the way sometimes it gets so hard to communicate I don't know what you're trying to say but I'm taking it to a negative place where it escalates and I'm wearing it all over my face it escalates I know what it's like to be in this constant state of negativity you just want the feeling to leave and it's not that I don't see what you see It's just bias tends to decieve when you start trying to write other people's scenes and the feeling makes me nauseous but you linger on it I don't know what to make of all of this what we thought was gone surrounds us again.
2.
Unpackin' 02:49
How long should I hold on to this weight and was it mine in the first place don't have the stomach for it but it's gotten so bad I can't ignore it my eyes wide open now, I've finally found the door small taste of hindsight can give you some perspective on your life The world is full of voices trying to find their place I don't want to be the one to drag you down when you can't seem to pull yourself out did I pass this along as some kind of daily complaint? never gave it too much thought but lately every word has had a bitter taste and it's taken so long to name that I've been wronged didn't think I'd be so easy to break like a fool I went and took the bait every time
3.
Migratin' 03:19
Did you miss out on some grand migration only to find that you lost track of your own location somewhere down the line now the fruit is gone so you chew on the rind finding new ways to spend your time like a hydra regrows its severed head, you track all your changes in a document and when you look back at your futile spread, all of the dots you can't seem to connect, are moving, how do they do it, what you've been losing, there's more than this to it and you've got nothing to do now so you're stroking the face of doubt taking all your cards out, looks like there's something in the fool's mouth and he holds on to it, like a true golden apple we're all just children, anxious, shaking rattles have I lost it? Have I lost my sense now? of object permanence treating what's lost like it can't be found Now i'm sifting through the litter of identities on the banks lifting up the ones that I ought to thank well sooner or later, we all get washed away sooner or later you realize you can't stay cause you've got something to do now even in the face of doubt you're taking all your cards out, placing faith in the ones that count and you hold on to them, like the reins of a saddle move at your own pace, making space for the ones who stall I ain't lost it, I ain't lost my sense now, of object permanence it's just waiting to be found.
4.
Creelin' 02:30
As I said to my friend because I am always talking there's a dark that surrounds us and I feel like its gawking at me, yeah me in every advertisement that I see there's a part of the problem presented as the solution I don't know what we can do against it no convenience ever came without its consequences is it worth it to ask the question, when there's no guarantee for redemption. Lately I've been working way too hard but that's a moving bar and I ain't going nowhere caught a glimpse of the moving parts in the ominous dark and it wasn't flattering. I might as well just take my basket and leave they don't want to see you makin' it they're selling it all like it was something to be that's shelf identity staring at me like I was something to see as I float upon the breeze, soaked right through the seams of the spectacle of belief and it all seems small don't it all feel small?
5.
Servin' 02:12
I'm crushing bottles for the thrill of it, it's no trouble of any kind I found a world without consequence but it's a temporary state of mind cause i'm the life of the party, at least for now til the party dies and I offer myself as a sacrifice because I don't see the value of my life and the culture that surrounds this don't say otherwise you're only worth what you consume and how much work can you do what boxes can you check off they knew that gun was bound to go off so they set you in it's sights gave you a taste, said it's your right made you a creature of electric light I never see you in the day time and I see you're fading, as the days go on and you start to lose touch with the person you were and who I thought you was.
6.
Kneelin' 02:49
They say you gotta work for it, this concept of happiness but I think in images and that's an abstraction I've been digging for days in the center of a concrete maze polishing all my flaking paint, exposing the vein I don't know what I'll find or what I'm trying to unearth each day brings another question of self worth this ain't a portrait of growth, I'm just chasing a line caught up in a pattern, kicking dirt in my eyes It's a friction burn from trying to hold on to a time kneeling at the pedestal of a former state of mind the slow motion worship of the world as it passes you by and the emotional jones' have long since died so what you waiting for boy? saving all your tears cause you're afraid to cry taking all your small joys for granted and you wonder why it feels like the thorn in your side, that you've let fester for some time is a now a carnivorous vine that forages and feeds on all the parts of your mind. weep for your mortal soul, for it is rotting in the pattern that it's caught in.

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Recorded on Tascam 388. All Mono. Give 5 bucks to some type of mutual aid instead of paying to download this.

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released July 18, 2023

Drums and backup vocals on Unpackin': Nathan Walters
backup vocals on kneelin: Jen Davis, Nathan Walters

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